my heart is shattered....the world is nvr fair,everyone knows that. some ppl are born with all the good luck and wealth while some had to suffer to just keep themselves alive. some don need to study can get all the ADs, some study till crazy the grades only so-so.some throw hundreds of money every week into S'pore Pools and don even win a single cent,some first time buy, $1 only win big prize...and the list goes on... 1000 ppl spend like 70 plus on the but only a handful won the lucky draw. the rest of the tickets were given to Yes 933 and OMY.those with damn good luck will get to win the tickets without spending a single cent. goddamnit!

but then again, i shld just put this behind me. whether i win it anot isnt so important now. compared to some other ppl in other parts of the world, all the money that i spent can help them alot. my heart still hurts but it will recover soon..V day is quite boring...

btw i uploaded my designs. the more i look the more i want to change it.