Breathing day

Finally, it all ended today. After skipping lunch for 2 days straight, chiong-ing nights, the thesis is done and submitted. It all comes with trials, walking in out sun to bind, DIY cover page, racing against time, fail to get taxi, stuck in jam and almost lost my mac. I can finally put everything down and relax. Not sure how it will turn out but I just hope to pass. The whole process is really too painful. I actually left a busy job for an even busier job. Like I do not have enough challenge yet. Filling my plate to the brim. No more looking at timetable, deadlines and feeling the stress. I never knew I could feel the weights of a timetable, but I did. 80g paper felt like 80tonnes. Those nights where I couldn't get to sleep or sleeping with a running mind. Your eyes are close but u know u are awake and aware of the surrounding. There are also times where I carry a whole lot of load in my heart, it weighs so much that I thought it would break. I try to be there for everyone but I forget about myself. Few occasions I really wanted to cry and release but I can't. Now I finally can. 一切结束了