year end is approaching... it's been an eventful 2011. graduated, found a job, moving house. damn, so many things. now busy packing stuff into boxes in preparation for the move.

17 Dec, i'm feeling rich~~! cos it's my first AWS. Wahhh~~ but after that back to square one -.- bought a bose earpiece for myself as present!

2 Dec

its family trip~! 2D1N batam tour. summarise the whole trip, super cold bus that broke down halfway, tour guide that keep mis-pronoucing our surname, keep having to get up & down the bus, seafood lunch that ran out of coconut & prawns are super small that i thought its shrimp, massage was the best! hotel not bad but i wont go back again cos breakfast buffet is cluttered with some company workers. also dunno where they come from, don look like hotel guests. basically Batam is a nice place but not suitable for me, cos their pace is too slow~ 差点气死我

27Nov

the night before reach sh gugu house about 12 plus, settle down and everything i sleep at about 2am. [many thanks to sh & gugu!!!] morning woke up at 5 plus to catch the first train. [thanks sh again for the pokey! its my only food source for the whole event] reach ps at 645am! when i was there, not many ppl were q-ing. i was quite in front sitting in a 'cage' and make new friends. thanks to the new friends, i had somebody to talk to, if not i really gonna play poker with myself liao. all the hardship is made worth it for her! even though i couldnt found my tongue to say smth other than 'xie xie' and look like a total idiot looking at her in daze and smiling to myself.

Q-ing time clock:13 hours(including waiting for her to sign finish all and leave) [personal 'best' timing]

it a crazy, physically-taxing , sleep depriving, endurance training & fasting weekend. the no of hours of sleep i get is as little as the time i see her. but the total no. of hours spent on waiting, q-ing is hitting almost 29 hours for 3 days.

25Nov

one day before alrdy start q-ing. haha, like clocking timing just to be the first few that enters to chop good view. it's tough like going for war as predicted. reach venue at about 4plus, abit sad cos i know Hebe's arriving at about 7 but i cant go to the airport because i need to clock timing. so sat there chit chat with joyce, waiting for mj to buy food over, blah blah blah... UNTIL 8 plus! one of the event person came over to pre empt us that artistes will be rehearsing later but we are not allow to run to the stage to see! *tink tink* that's when my camera comes in, before leaving the house i was thinking whether to bring anot. brought in the end cos i guess she will have to rehearse but didnt know when.

so Hebe is the first to rehearse, i sat at a corner looking at the stage, finding her in the dark. it's quite enjoying to sit in the dark, feeling the wind and hear her sing!

Q-ing time clock: 6hrs

26Nov

reach there at 12plus to continue q-ing. alrdy got long q and the sun is hot follow by heavy downpour and it carries on till 530 where we are able to get in. chop front row, waited for another 2 & half hours in the rain before the first group perform. patiently waiting for my 田馥甄! when she is finally going to perform, i could feel my heart thumping, hands and feet trembling with excitment! she is just so cute! although she doesnt says much i could just watch her for the longest time. it ended quite fast and i went to sh gugu house to camp for tml.

Q-ing time+performance: 10 hours

20.11.2011 Eve's big day! :D

woke up @ 5.30 to prepare. 6.30 reach eve's house and it's time to 开工!
7.30 arrival of groom, "yummy" food are waiting for them!
Bitter: small bittergourd (raw) mix with kopi-o powder and cinnanmon powder, cocoa powder as topping
Sour: chew 1 slice of lemon & lime and do a yoga pose for 30sec (half squat)
Spicy: heart shaped sandwich soak in chilli oil (overnight), fillings includes wasabi, black pepper and chilli powder as seasoning
Sweet: Orea biscuit with extra condense milk,sugar and more condense milk plus strawberry jam

everything went smoothly and once again, congrats to the couple!

1st wedding, 11.11.11 the whole hotel is full as every ballroom is book and have wedding. drink 2 glass of white wine, turned into a tomato then join colleagues for Zouk. had a super *yuck* long island tea, party till 2am. cab home with only $14 in wallet, fare total to $13.20 so ended up home with only 80cents. wore eye mask slept till 12pm.

then its part 2, left home around 7pm to attend my Chor Chor 21st birthday! eat watch talk cam whore then go NEX for movie.The Rum Diary, it's a true story of a journalist but it was boring to me. throughout i keep wondering if the male lead is Johnny Depp and every single character is F***-ing non stop till i get a serious headache then suddenly comes the ending

刻意疏远只是不想心痛太多次

eventful Nov is here! 2 weddings to attend and birthday party, gathering, sundown~!! Hebe Hebe Hebe~~~!!!!

那一天 老天爷决定夺走她身上54%的皮肤
那一天 老天爷决定让她承受28年来前所未有的痛
那一天 老天爷决定让她和爱她的整组人经历漫长的考验
那一天 老天爷决定用另一重方式让她暂别光鲜亮丽的舞台
那一天 老天爷决定用她来展示人的慈悲心也能非常大度
那一天 老天爷决定通过她教人们认错是需要勇气不是每个人都能做到
那一天 所有噩梦开始的那一天 我感谢老天爷没有拿走她的生命

也就是因为有那一天 我们才知道 爱是什么 爱是如此大的能量
成就了1031 这幸福的一天
这一天 努力复建的她 一步一步地走到幸福门前

appraisal done, tea-chat session with GM done, comments on appraisal not done :x
today, overslept on bus again. thanks to night cycling! hah, i must say we're quite brave to go night cycling, all girls from ECP to Bedok. okay, we almost ended up at Bedok reservoir, lucky divert to 85 market. took the park connector from ECP to bedok, 2 hrs plus non stop cycling. but from bedok back only 1 hour plus cos we decided to google for shorter route back. cannot tahan the 2 hours again. butt abrasion and jelly legs plus sleepy eyes. man~~ getting old alrdy

i dreamt of you last night, it's too good to be true.

year end is coming, appraisal is due :/



沉重的压力烦恼压得我几乎喘不过气 不想知道的事也这么毫无预警的知道

this week has a mixture of good & bad news. bad news is losing a leader in the team, i tried very hard to hold back in the meeting room and lasted till my desk. it's a shocking news but i sincerely wish all the best for her! good news is we received compliment from CEO! and we are hitting 100% occupancy. wooo~~~hoooo~~~~ last is my catchment study also receive compliment which came as a surprise cos i thought there is still improvement to do. :/

everyone has a certain degree of knowing themselves. i wont say i understand myself 100% but i know im a perfectionist at certain things. i know how much it means to me so i will do whatever it takes to make sure it's gonna be perfect. Another thing is i dont like to trouble others, but now i'm like bringing in all the trouble and it sucks! BUT i'm not going to crumple like this, i will be stronger! Fight back!

it's a hectic week. everyday got appointment to meet prospects, fall sick but cannot take leave. still got arrows flying ard. suddenly just feel tired, physically & mentally. maybe its due to the medicine

思念太猖狂 一个冷不防 一想起你 忙碌的生活变得空荡荡

it's been 6months into work. stress level is up, doing my first AMM presentation this coming tue. had research to do, special kit to do and so many things~! life is occupied by work

也许你只是生命中的过客 也许是我不够勇敢

人生若能像有个遥控器能随意调快慢那该有多好
但这样好像就不是人生了 人生之所以精彩也许就是因为它无法从来 有些东西一旦错过就没有了 所以常听到要活在当下珍惜每一刻
有些话不说以后可能没机会或没必要说了 但如果说了却得不到你想要的结局 让原本的变质甚至失去 你还会说吗？

人在每隔一段期间应该做一个总结把自己归零 然后再从新出发

还有半个小时就到911

是什么能让我追他们10年？
你们从不认识我 基本上我们也没什么对话可言
是什么能让我3650天天天想她们？
静静的 远远的 守护着 支持着
是什么能让我87，600个小时耳朵不停的充斥着她们的歌？
有时还会不自觉的嘴角上扬 心情愉快
我想是因为爱 有点像Guardian Angel的爱吧

有时候太过沉静在过往的影片会忘了小只受伤
偶尔怨天怨地 心痛难过
说真的 这十周年很苦 但在苦我都会带着笑祝福
因为这一苦过后 我们还会有很多甜蜜
S.H.E 生日快乐!!! 你们要幸福!

原来时间并没有冲淡伤痕 那张专辑里的每一首歌都回把我带回到过去 医院的记忆 打招呼后就躲在 TV Room直道要回家再说声再见才再次回到病房 这是什么探病？我只是去那里看电视睡觉做功课 i could have spend more quality time with them 这是心里永远的遗憾
那张专辑一直都在我电脑里但我从来都没放进iPod

Fly~~~ 4 more days before i fly to Taiwan. my long awaited holiday :D

USS on Saturday is damn packed! but thanks to Mr Galvin Pang( my ah chor's lao gong), it's a breeze! the other time i started with the mild rides (Madagascar), this time we started with BSG human followed by cyclone mummy. from intense to mild, then relax, intense, chill and it goes on. 1 whole day spent at USS, sat 3 times of cyclone and 3.5 times of human. 0.5 is because during 1 of the launch, we were stuck on the slope. lucky its at the bottom not top. stayed till 9 to watch the fireworks, beautiful!

this was what i would like to say to my colleagues in TBP, esp my bosses. Well, i'll pen it down and sent it to them personally one day.

"final day, i hope tml they wont ask me to make a speech or smth. cos i dont think i can hold my tears back. i cant say but i can write it down. im not into religion but i must really thank god. he is kind to me. Thank you my bosses for hiring me despite my screwed up interview(personally i think i screwed it up), you gave me chances to be in this family, full of laughter. guide me from scratch, like how one would teach a baby to crawl and then walk."

My 1st CMO Fun&bonding at TBP. we had paintball at bottletree park, yishun there. i guess everyone had fun. i make use of the chance to take photo with everyone cos tuesday would be my last day.

你的人生有遗憾吗？ 有人说 遗憾见证了生命 没有人一生毫无遗憾 没有人会有所谓的完美人生 我想在这快20年的人生 我有一些小小的遗憾 如果用工读书一点。。。 如果能拨多一点时间陪亲人。。。 如果能勇敢一点。。。如果。。。 生命难免有如果 但是让我从新来过 我可能还是会做同样的选择 因为这些造就了现在的我 虽然不见得很了不起 但至少我懂得珍惜每一刻 我学会活在当下

counting down to like the last 2 weeks in TBP. hmmm, must start to prepare handing over list and clear the projects on hand. i hope things goes smoothly, then there is smth i can be proud of during my 4 months stint over there.

it's movie week for last week. found company to watch green lantern on thurs and Mr Popper's penguine on fri. clearing my movie list lil by lil. to those movies that i missed, captain jack, i'm sorry, i have to watch it on funshion :( hope i wont miss harry potter that is coming soon.

14 June, tml is officially my 3rd month into work! i got my confirmation letter alrdy :) plan for holidays! Taiwan~~~

3months ago, i started out new, fresh from sch(probably not cos i havent graduate at that point of time). i embark on a new journey, the working life, my career. 3months later, im still learning though not as new and nervous as before. i had some confidence in handling clients/prospect. getting used to the system of work. i was told that bosses up there saw my performance, they thought i had the potential to be groom at other places. i dont know if what they are saying is heartfelt or just to cajole me to agree to the transfer, i would prefer to believe that it is heartfelt. i accept the option anyway, it seem beneficial to my career. well, just hope that i wont have to transfer again after another 3mths.

facing a cross junction of my life, well, not sure if it is a happy/sad decision to make.

3yrs ago, i entered REB feeling dejected cos its wasnt really what i want to study. Destiny is a funny thing, i went to NP, met a fun outgoing class made friends, did lots of crazy/funny/retard things; slacking @studio27, library, monopoly craze at every spot of NP even in LT, coming late for class, suan-ing sessions with lecturers, rushing project @ 72, sleeping/movie-ing in LT, skip classes for movie, squeezing into lifts, cabbing to BTP to eat KFC and play pool then cab back for class, bargain for extension, chiong projects to 3-4am and almost w/o slping chiong to sch and many many more. if i were to make a choice once more, i wont hestitate to choose REB.

3yrs of 'hardwork', is all for this moment, 1 sec on stage. then its cam-whore time! okay la, actually its not that alot for me. that gown is super hot! cab to BTP for pizza hut then pool(like how we used to). Kung Fu Panda 2 @ PS GV with a box of mix popcorn but it's super salty at the end + a super big cup of sprite. dinner and off we go~~home sweet home <3

in this screwed up day, the only good thing that happen is i conducted a viewing on my own. everything from the scratch i handle, well my performance shld be not bad considering the client thought that i work quite long. partly i think, they are quite friendly too, hence not much of a problem. at least, i get some confident boost in handling ppl. not that i cant but it takes time to adapt.

whenever i tell ppl i work at TBP, i think they thought its at a retail shop doing part time. whenever ppl ask me do i like my job, honestly i dont know how to answer. i dont hate it but i havent love it yet. maybe in time to come, i will. then i also have ppl asking me how's Selina(S.H.E) doing, although i'll reply she's working hard for recovery but deep down inside i really wanted to answer: do i look like i'm by her side all this while, what i know its also through the newspaper. and newspaper nowadays aren't as trustworthy as before. and on the GMA issue, not being nominated is a big deal, the big deal issue is you shldnt said those things. and suing netizens who 'accuse' you is a big joke, there are so many of them.

here to mark the 2nd month of work life. isnt it fast, 1 more month to go till confirmation. collected grad robe so 1 thing less to rmb. this week quite alot of impt things happening, need to grab good quality sleep man. and omg, next week is graduation alrdy. fast!

im amazed at myself today. smart la, bathe too long ended up leaving the house late. in a rush o i decided not to change my bag, thinking that its not much of a diff anyway. but who knows, i left my drawer keys at home. and i only realise it on the mrt, so had to trouble mummy to help me deliver keys. so tired that i stand and doze off on the train aft work. i tot that was alrdy incredible, but i broke record again. i walk and doze at the same time. lucky nvr get into accident

this mth cant avoid AMM meeting, another trip to 5th Ave. reporting pls don come so soon. CSP course push back means i'll be attending alone :(

this morning had a super strange dream. dreamt about an alarm clock in my hand that couldnt stop ringing. i switched it off, the volume faded out and blast again. keep trying also wont work, then i thought, pull out the bateries and case closed. batteries pulled out, alarm still ringing. shocking! then i slowly woke up and realised it's my mum's alarm clock -.- she went out w/o switching off, so it has been ringing for like 10mins and invaded my dreams.

we can go further?

tml 5/1 Labour Day but i got DM. nervous and excited at the same time cos its my first DM. tml sure become super noob. well, everyone starts a noob, haha! tml must rmb to buy cheap flip flop. my stupid nike slippers put in office 2 days only and it snap. last time keep wearing, hoping that it will spoil so that i can buy new one also nothing happen. so suay!

graduation! finally im going to graduate from NP, that is like aft 2mths plus of working. maybe that the last time im gonna see you.

ended a 2-day course @toa payoh HDB hub. its Management Development Programme, for 2 days, i learn what we call the intra & inter personel skills, emotional control & more about colleagues from other malls or based at HQ. this course is like just nice before the fun&bonding day. so next week, i wont be awkward in the fun&bonding group, at least know more ppl.

Ystd officially completed 1 month of work, which means 1/3 of the probation is done. still got 2 more months to confirmation. ystd went to west coast plaza, nike warehouse store. saw a pair of shoes that look like what S.H.E had wore before. but still the choices are limited, tried on a pair of high-ankle shoes, looks cool but pay haven come in. then meet up for dinner @Chomp Chomp 11pm. it's a full force gathering, ac, aver, ht, sh, mj, jx, joyce. 8 ppl squeeze into a 7 seater honda stream. lucky i sit at the front, not squeezing at the back and not the driver :) after eating, go prawning! my first time prawning. we split into 2 grp to compete. ac,aver, sh, jx one team mj,ht,joyce and me one team. 头虾goes to sh team, then when we start to play big 2, the prawns starts to come. after 3 hours we had like 20plus prawns. need to start our own fire to bbq, ended up using other ppl fire. this morning we had prawns for breakfast, and a strawberry coco dome cake. celebrated aver's birthday earlier at the prawning place, hai bin! left that place at 6am but i only reach home 445pm.

我不喜欢睡觉 因为我觉得睡觉有点浪费时间 所以我常用睡觉的时间 看影片小说 可以搞到凌晨4 5 点。在不喜欢睡觉的同时 我又是一个不爱起床的人 不会放过任何一个赖床的机会 所以我的人生在决定是否要睡觉和睡了要起床之间拉扯

reaching 1st month of work! time passes real fast, the more things you know the more responsibilities you have. proud of myself for combing B1,Lv2,half of Lv3 and Lv 6 for the upstamping task! i don mind doing more so that we can complete on time, now marketing team can move forward. then there's also packing to be done cos office is going to do reno this month. hope my space is bigger aft the reconfiguration works.

im depressed now, cant stay online for long. last time, 8 to 12, four hours also not enough. now auto, 11pm shut down go sleep. no movie to watch, no stories/news to read. like practically ceased all activities. life become work, sleep, work, sleep. 3rd week into the job. not sure whats wrong with me, cant seem to focus, mind very tired. stress is building up, shall have ample rest during weekend. come on you can do it! find your life back!

如果你喜欢一位偶像 BY 蔡康永

如果你喜欢了一位偶像，

请你一定要去看一场他的演唱会，

亲自去，要亲眼看看他，

好好看看他。

因为舞台上的生命可能持续很久，

也可能转瞬即逝。

你不知道他是属于哪一种。

你无法预测那发光发热的时间究竟还有多少，

你猜不到下一秒他会消失到哪里去。

你什么都不知道，什么都无法把握，

他是你感知世界里无可取代的全部，

但他也是你未知世界里永无交集的一点。

如果你喜欢了一位偶像，

请你一定要让妈妈知道，

因为妈妈是最爱你的人，

而你也深爱着他。

一个很近一个很远，

而你是将两个无关联的生命体糅合于同一空间的凝结点。

告诉她，你很喜欢他，甚至爱他，

也许不被理解，就算不理解，也落得个心安。

不需要太刻意太直接，可以是个简单的暗示——妈妈，看，觉得他怎样？是很棒的一位歌手哦。 让心爱的他若有若无自然而然的在亲爱的妈妈眼里浮光掠影而过，

留下片刻印象。

如果你喜欢了一位偶像，

请你一定要为他写一些文字，

不追求华美，不强求确凿，

只要轻省记录你所有的思念与颤栗，

所有的真实与感悟，所有的明媚与忧伤。

爱如水一般蔓延，浸过你的神经，

划过你的指尖，温柔地抚过你敏感的心。

多多少少也要写点关于他的文字，

零零碎碎记下自己的心路历程，

别让心情在岁月中灰飞烟灭，云消雾散。

不求深刻，但求简单，记下活在你的世界中的他。

如果你喜欢了一位偶像，请你一定认真地喊一遍他的名字，

用含糊的、哽咽的、明朗的、虔诚的、温柔的、宠溺的声音。

在每一个平常的日子里，在每一个心慌意乱的瞬间，

在每一个患得患失的叹息间，在每一个幸福感动的晕洌在每一个想念他的夜晚，

轻轻喊他的名字， 认真地发好每一个音调，

屏住呼吸读出， 一个念头升起又落下，

道出刻骨铭心的覆水难收。

如果你喜欢了一位偶像，

请一定为了他更好地学会生活。

那个已经慢慢渗入你生活点滴的男孩子，

那个使你常常热泪盈眶的男孩子，

那个笑容干净而甜美的男孩子，

那个无论如何长大你始终只愿叫他孩子的男孩子。

你再最美丽的时刻遇见了那个最优秀的男子，

但是上帝没有让你们彼此相遇。

他在那个最绚烂的舞台，光华交汇，歌舞升平，绝世华丽；

而你在最普通的街头，行色匆匆，人头涌动。

两点之间的距离仅仅是思念，别无其他，仿佛触手可及，却遥不可及。

如果你爱他，请你也为他好好寻找自己生活的支点，

不要为他迷失了既定的轨道， 关掉电脑的片刻回归平静，

担当起原来的角色，从哪里来到哪里去。

因为你深爱的他是一个如此心高气傲的人，

他用力诠释着自己的不甘心，用力将自己最好的一面展现，

所以你也用尽全力爱着他。

因为爱他就等于爱着你自己，

爱着因为他而变得更加温柔的自己， 爱他，是本性，是注定，是天然。

要对得起自己的人生，就要尽量给别人的人生添加美好的成分，

拼命地挽留自己遇到的美好的东西，拼命挽留。

他一样，你也如此。

330,田馥甄 生日快乐!

我会像小白象一样虔诚的祈祷 你所许的愿望会一一实现

祝你平安健康 幸福快乐 娜娜早日康复

S.H.E一定会在合体!

haiz...tooth taken out. pain is lingering and hurt my knee :( then now, even my laptop is bullying me, blue screen on me. vaio, what wrong with you? need servicing? pls tell me...

three weeks into work! tml going to take out my wisdom tooth. this means that i got 1-2weeks of liquid food that includes, soup, porridge, milk. what a great way to save $$$!

three yrs in poly, 6 sem, i ended it on a nice note!
didnt realise today is result day until someone reminded me:)
check results before i left for work
2nd week of work, stack with lots of stuffs
nxt week must start on my filing, if not @.@
weekend REST TIME!!!

20/3-- the day i slept the earliest since sec sch life, 9.00pm.
21/3-- the day i felt so stupid.

1st week of work just passed like that...
unlike intern, im not EECC this time round, lots of things to learn and do.
colleagues are super friendly and funny people but when it comes to work, they are professional! imagine myself to be in that position one day, woah! the problem about feeling sleepy aft lunch doesnt stand at all, cos i got no time to get into that mode. did admin work, going through/preparing documents, attend meetings, hectic work. afraid that i'll forget the work, i keep thinking about it before i sleep until i even dreamt about doing it.

我知道心里一直住着一个叛逆的灵魂
工作 没想到会那么快找到
我的计划是现放自己一些假期 做喜欢做的事 休息休息
面试成功 真不知道是要赞自己有本事 还是太倒霉
就这样把自己送进社会工作提早结束自己的学生生活
叛逆的灵魂 接受现实吧

终于看完了S.H.E is the One爱而为一DVD 感谢老天爷让我认识SHE喜欢SHE爱上SHE 这会是我人生做最对的选择之一 十年SHE带给我们很多欢笑快乐 教我们如何用爱用真心去对待生边的人 虽然这次看是笑中带泪 但我很爱SHE我知道她们会从新站上属于她们的舞台 我依然会在台下给她们我最大的支持

我离家出走4天

first day, chalet @Pasir Ris, to celebrate Eddie's 21st Birthday! it's still fin although we only start BBQ-ing at 11plus. One whole day spent in laughters, hope we can have more of such gathering:)

2am, reach tampines, sh gugu's house. bathe and try to catch a wink but again i choke on my saliva -.-
without a sleep,we went to catch the plane. the moment we reach hotel, drop on the bed sleep!
4plus left the hotel to eat nearby, took a taxi to stadium, slack ard there b4 going in. the toilet Q is super super super long!!! concert full house and atmosphere is superb! went back play games and HTHT! slp, next day go Berjaya Times Sq sing K, chill out at Starbucks saw Zax Wang!!! WAHHHH!!!! shop again, go back play games, slp.

last day, go Carrefour there shop. went for massage, it's retribution for singing 'Every day i shock, shock. Every night i shock, shock.'

cab to LCCT, rushed to catch the plane. so other than fats, we got other memorable things that we can keep for life.

BRF finally ended. no more chin chow, yea!
less than 24hours before i fly and i got so many things to do!
dental appt, change cash, shop for shoes with MJ, Eddie's chalet,mahjong-ing.
Woah~! i need energy for all these activities!
bag still left with some small items, later must rmb to check again.
my 1week of holidays starts NOW!!!!

tml is my last paper in NP. and i haven start revising now!!!
this morning had driving lesson at 7AM, cos he say got buy the 7am driving ticket.
WTH!!!! in the end also don have! end up having a spin ard Ubi area. shit! #%&^!*^%*$&(@^
finally renew my PDL, been driving for a month with expired PDL?! lucky nvr get caught, if not jiu demerit points.

finally get to sleep in late for today but i guess i woke up real too late.
so there goes my plan of studying at NLB. change it to home instead.
already no voice but i still eat pocky(chocolate) today, ytsd eat calamari rings, the day before drink caramel hot choco @ Starbucks.

last presentation in SCH has ended officially!!! woo~~hoo~~~!!!!
the day before presentation still went to sing K even though i'm like losing my voice.
great K-out session!!!! i'm lovin it~! morning did the prototype of a credit card.
though it looks kind of kiddy, not really that great but i'm proud of it! i did my best making it as real as possible:) presentation+Q&A is great i think. we did a good job!

明天是上学的最后一天
曾经那么期待这一天的到来
如今却希望别那么快
好舍不得

hahaha!!! i drew this in less than a min, together with a less than 300 (or maybe more ba) words talking crap about my creative product, is the only thing that is original in my report. this is my crapiest report ever. just glad that it done and be gone!

last step to employment: medical checkup

pass it, i can kiss goodbye to holidays, student life, student benefits.

then i'll open my arms to welcome working life, the stable monthly income, be financially independent. of course work is more than all these things, i don know what will come but hope i can adapt and handle it well.

source of pressure is me

CNY day 1

afternoon cook food and prepare.
change new location @ woodlands. a healthy cny i presume.
no alcohol no gambling. just eat and watch tv.

CNY day 2

relatives visit us, so spent the day preparing food, be my mum's professional stir-er. no electricity but not exactly cheap, hehe.

CNY day 3

visited my grandaunt @ Telok Blangah. then spent 1hr15mins on bus 10 to Tampines. the moment i stand up, i cant feel my butt. gambling starts at Tampines! whole night play blackjack with sh's relatives! nice luck!

新年快乐！！！ 祝大家身体健康 平安喜乐！


okay, back to my mountain of assignments....

today went in to circuit for practice. circuit isnt that hard, it's just smaller hence speed must be kept slow. i just dont like the way he keep interferring with the steering wheel. make me look like an idiot, it doesnt help in training me to drive. i know he mean well by repeating the steps, telling me what to do but i'll be dependent on this. TP, the tester isnt going to tell me what to do.

after driving, went to pre-order my DVD!!! wanted to go Pasir Ris, but thought i'll be buying jeans at Denizen, so i alighted at Tampines. queue super long to pay for a 75cents CD and make the pre-order. previously, i wanted to order 2copies so that i can get both preorder gifts. haha, bbut i'm facing money crisis now and i don really have the full collection of the preorder gifts before, save the money for better use!

终于等到DVD了 不过预购期怎么那么久阿 没关系 反正都等了有半年的时间 不差这几个月

希望里面一刀不剪 完整记录

911 S.H.E 诞生了
119 S.H.E 重生了

我的SHERO，Selina终于在昨天出院了
那一句：‘大家好， 我们是S.H.E’
让我嘴角上扬 眼泪决堤
原来这一句简单的问好 能带来这么大的震撼

CNY is coming~~ but i haven bought my shirts and stuff:(
then my mum kind of drop a 'present' for me

mum: thurs you no sch right?

me: ya

mum: you go to the bank queue up to exchange for new notes can?

me: that's very long queue leh!

mum: you got experience ma (refering to all the autograph sessions that i queued, that day i just came back from Hebe's one at Novena, 8hours of queueing)

me: -.- " (tio owned)

Love! To Hebe 音乐会 2pm
两点或许太早 大家显得比较文静 不过还是一场很棒的音乐会
只是不能拍照录影 抓的很严
开场唱完三首 她边喝水边说 "介绍一个东西给你们" *弄旁边的小台灯* "那小台灯不会亮 呵呵"
馥甄在要介绍超级玛丽时 音控师不小心下歌 害馥甄话说到一半 惊慌失措的样子 很可爱
在encore时 她唱了许美静的遗憾 "还好你们有叫encore 不然你们要遗憾没听到遗憾"
馥甄阿，你也太可爱了吧 她唱遗憾很好听
新加坡场还和Olivia合唱How Deep Is Your Love 超好听的
只是馥甄站在Olivia的旁边也太小只了

Love! To Hebe 音乐会 8pm
第二场 票是在后援会买的 只是没想到会是第一排 爽死我了
进场后才发现 会被灯和音箱挡到 不过还好她会坐的小沙发没被挡死 反而是在我面前
毫无阻碍 有了第一场的经验 我知道她有2首半会是坐在我面前唱 光用想的都爽翻
晚上场 显然大家都比较high
馥甄：还好你们是来晚上的 因为我嗓子比较开
歌迷：*全场欢呼*
馥甄：你们也别高兴得太早 因为下午那场声音比较干净
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唱到一part 歌迷喊
歌迷：天生歌姬
馥甄：是海南鸡饭的鸡还是。。。
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唱完‘我要去哪里’
歌迷：我要去你家
馥甄：*没反应*
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歌迷：新年快乐 恭喜发财
馥甄：好新年快乐
歌迷：拥抱 红包
馥甄：你是说‘拥抱’还是‘红包’
歌迷：两个都要
馥甄：两个都没有 飞吻一个 *mua*
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总之花两场的钱是值得的！

Love! To Hebe 签名会 3pm
我早上6点起床才睡了4个钟 到场地已经7点多 看人龙还好 觉得自己有机会看到舞台
谁知道里面没排太多条 害我看不到舞台 不过田馥甄蛮准时的 只是她在唱‘寂寞寂寞就好’我看不到 能听到也算不错啦 虽小但很有秩序 所以我在排了8个钟后就签到 上台时 我本来想说‘你是我要投资的绩优股’可是我只说‘昨天我有去 你很棒’汗，听起来像废话

手也握了 照片也拍了 音乐会也看了 我的田馥甄周末也来到尾声

14/1/11- Yes 933 Live- 田馥甄

Everytime the video i post on my blog is recorded by others.
aha! this is like the first radio interview i recorded and upload to youtube
quite nice to see other ppl repost it on other places:)

in 3more hours, i'll be at Sentosa Festive Grand enjoying the music showcase.
It's Hebe田馥甄 WEEKEND!!!!!

roller coaster 154 make me wanna vomit! plus now headache ah~~!!

cant believe it like 2 more days to Hebe's music showcase! heehee so excited!!


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today is like a dream come true!

it's a happy day starting from lunch to the point my footwear snapped! so i dragged myself home all the way from city hall. arrgghh....if it break earlier, at least i can buy a replacement and PS or Robinson.

WISP, lucky today nvr present. the work is so messy and to have ppl sending email at 3/4am to add on is crazy. so you think ppl dont need to sleep? plus we are not babysitters, i dont want to clean shit for ppl. pushing it to 2wks later if either a second chance from heaven to redeem/save our grades or just prolong suffering of shitty work from others. why is it like time is always running out for us. 24hrs don seem enough anymore, its stressful!

GF, jiayou! 再累也要坚持下去!

太漂亮了！你让我疯狂 两场的票都买了 期待15号 的表演 16号的签唱会也要去
下个周末就是我的田馥甄日！

同一天加开多一场 在2点 好想两场都去 有点疯狂 不过我愿意为她疯狂

Nanyang Polytechnic Chinese Orchestra S.H.E Graffiti (S.H.E Medley)

this is super cool! although i'm not in NYP but i feel super proud of them.
they must have undergone long time practising for this.

Happy New Year! 2011

Monday Blue for tml and its really super blue until going to turn black. Why? cos everyone is enjoying PH but i have to go back for classes. kids of all ages have no sch but me. adults of most occupations have holiday except me. but then again, 2011, it means that the no. of days for sch getting lesser but things needed to be done is piling. there's so much to do before graduation:( i'm gonna miss my class and the few funny lecturers we had. the things we did/play during our breaks. you guys made the class fun:)