3 Apr 17 (whole week)

I think this is the worst week of 2017. The emotional rollercoaster ride was hell right suffocating.

First thing on Monday morning, RM 6+2 news. I mean its kind of expected (spot on!!) but still can’t help feeling sad because it’s never gonna be the same anymore. The moment KG left, it’s all not the same. What’s more there is additional female member. It just kind of feel weird. Lesser screen time for everyone, how the chemistry of the 6 going to match with the 2? I still think what the show really needs is a good change of game format. Adding new ppl isn't the long term solution.

A show that picks me up when i was really down, i really had wished for it to have a beautiful ending. It deserved that and everyone can keep beautiful memories of it. 

Then comes Wednesday afternoon. KG got married to a mysterious girl, who he claimed is non-celeb. I have no idea why he choose to announce at such timing. Not like he was photographed by dispatch or smth. He’s so active on SNS, he should know better how a huge group of ppl out there still believes in MC. If it was all for show, i think they should have done better control of it. The show created the LL, the LL thrives because of both of you and every single RM member had said smth to fueled the hype of MC. Leading on a huge group of supporters. only to crash them in this manner. If he had cared for his fans more, i think the news should be done at stages. Give his fans time to accept this. Don’t think it is too much to ask for, it the small price of being famous, you just have to think a little more for all these ppl whom you don’t know but they gave you the fame that you have wanted.

And I don’t understand if she is a non-celeb, you are putting her under this huge pressure? Irrational fans will blamed her for breaking their dreams, media are dying to know who she is, dig up every single info about her. You announce your marriage asking for blessing, make known to the whole world that she’s the person you want to spend your life with. But at this moment she can’t stand next to you or be seen with you in public? Are you going to keep her locked up at home or smth? Isn’t it unfair to her? She will have to hold on until this whole fanfare settles down. When her identity is knows, it will be another round of buzz again. In that case, why not just reveal now, endure the whole ordeal once and for all.

And what about SJH? she’s going to be bombard with all these questions on her next public event or whenever the media had chance to get to her. No matter what she said, i foresee ppl would put the blame on her as well, as long as she is active on the small screen. For 7 years, you called each other family but this is the way you treat your family? None of your friends knew about this, leading to speculation of Leessang breaking up as well. 

Saturday midnight, KG delete the marriage post and upload a new picture to thank everyone for their well wishes. Friday night JSK post on insta, but no mention of the news. Sat afternoon, HA post as well, no mention of the news. Plus the deletion, it’s just a very very weird atmosphere. All these, I’m not sure if there will be answers to it. Just like now, I'm not sure how to feel towards RM episodes, old and new ones.