first week of sch gone~today don need to wake up at 730 for work cos there isnt any. went kovan to had lunch,Sakae sushi then go bugis walk walk. 21st birthday presents are hard to buy! in 2more yrs time, its gonna be hell for me.

i cnt believe that his words hurt me so much! im still angry at the thought of it. i felt so wronged and who is he to comment abt my character! ARRGRGRGRHHHH!!!!!!

17 Apr, PART I

ystd concert, damn high!! it was really fun, Hebe is high cos she did talk more than usual. the crowd is also good, everyone had red light sticks and when the lights went out, its a red sea:) i love it when the whole crowd sing along damn loudly and it happen quite a few times ystd! SHE say the crowd singing is good,haha!!

PART II

aft SHE concert, wait for MJ cos she's at MAyday,so SH and i manage to see the fireworks at Mayday concert. then we went to see SHE off at the back exit. I saw them in the car thrgh the damn tinted glass panels. i must say, with them around, my eyesight is suddenly so crystal clear. three of us plus HT cab down to Aver hse. meet AC at the bus stop and soend the night at Aver hse. haha!! she git a shock when we tell her we had a gathering and she is the only one not here yet. watch SHE's the MAn till 5plus 6 am in the morning before i sleep for 3 hrs

18Apr

Q at PS 12pm, sun bloody hot, Q bloody long till istana alrdy. sleep in my Q cos from 12 to 5 is a long long wait. SH come find me at 230, had lunch and play monopoly to kill time. then 5 we were move closer to the stage but too short cant see them sing, all i do is HEAR! and everyone is sweaty,it really crowded that you can move w/o walking. spend abt 1hr plus in the suffocating crowded b4 i get to SHE.

OMG, this is thte first time they say smth other than 'thank you' to me.
seating arrangement: Ella,Selina,Hebe

i walk up then first is Ella, she sign then look up, shake hand, saw my 'UP' t-shirt and exclaim: so cute~!
then Selina heard then she sign, shake hand and said the name of 'UP' in chinese with the super cute voice.
lastly its Hebe, she didnt say anything but she keep looking at my shirt but she did smile at me when i shake her hands.
woah, my shirt had just gotten their attention, thats so cool~~!!

finally, tml final 4hrs and its goodbye to the alexcier.

SHE is the one concert, the wait doesnt seem as long as the previous time because of the eventful happening that i went thrgh everyday at work, made me so tired that i have no time to sleep. but i believe tml wld be a great night, the concert that i have been waiting since last yr Oct,SHERO!!!

bloody shit! today didnt manage to buy the Jay Chou tickets, arrggghh!! i waited at the com so long, so many ppl that the sistic site hang, hotline engage, counter long queue! next week, i will try again, this time must get!!! 2 more days to SHE concert!! woohoo~~~!!!

it's into the last week of attachment, and officially counting down to SHE concert and Aver's birthday. wah, ystd went for chalet,had lots of fun, tried volka rasberry mixed with spirit, eh taste like the medicine i had taken when im young but aft that, not bad. mine face went flushed-red super fast but im not drunk okay. then in the morning, left at 7am while they rest were dead asleep exceot for joyce and jiahui.then go QING MING at bishan, went to 2 temples, breathe in lots of smoke, endure the heat and fighting to desire to sleep. i only slept at 3pm and woke up at 6pm

Saw Jay Chou concert advertisment, start selling o 14 Apr. must faster go buy, wah the there goes my $440. and this yr i thinki watch alot of concert when its not even half a year past. SHE,SHOW,JAY money ah$$$$$$$

been extremely tired for this 2 days.whole body aching like mad cos on tue i jio MJ for dinner then she jio WD. suppose to be at CHINATOWN(that's my idea) but who knows the food centre didnt open, closed dunno for wad. also nvr put notice, so we walk to Maxwell market, but there don have BBQ stingray, so WD walk for lau pa sat to meet us and we walk back to lau pa sat AGAIN,haha sorry larh! MJ + WD = bickering + LOTS of laughter! aft dinner walk to Fullerton Hotel(0.0) BUS STOP, to take bus home. on the way change of plans, decided to go eat tau huay @ geylang but must go aljunied first cos someone haven eat dinner at home. He finish liao then we walk to geylang then aft that sent MJ to bus stop(paya lebar) then from there we walk home. we saw rats but got scared by some idiot who rides the bicycle w/o sound suddenly appear next to me-.- slept at 1 woke up @ 6

ystd went to penisular to meet MJ and HT, cheat my feelings made me walk around to look for them. guess what, they 2 of them were singing twinkle twinkle little star and bah bah black sheep on the bus, comparing if the 2 song share the same melody.

i wonder if i cld write in my fortnightly log what kind of EXTRA work he made me do. today is on N97 voice recording, when he throw me this task, i was rolling my eyes like no one's business. why dont you be a jack of all trades? go write your own sofeware program? go live in your own world, with your own rules and regulations, your own system of work. and my other task for the day is call call and call!

today whole family went out for lunch, supposedly to celebrate my brother's birthday. wanted to eat at fortunate restaurant, dim sum!! but who knows, that place had been book by a church, so we change to crystal jade, there got buffet lunch, also alot of ppl. then sizzler not so attracting, so is pizza hut. took a train down to bishan, there got ding tai fung, also alot of ppl, went in to sit at wanchai hongkong cafe, but got nothing appealing to us in the menu. so our final decision is thai express. i quite like thai food now, taste good. that was like 2plus alrdy and its my first meal cos i skipped breakfast this morning.

end of week 5

work is tiring, its a chore, it became the most dreadful thing when you find no joy in it. and you have to swallow all the bitterness down w/o complaining and plaster a smile on your face to say: 'oh, i'm sorry...'
原来在工作社会里，我们少了自我，变得虚伪多虑。