this was what i would like to say to my colleagues in TBP, esp my bosses. Well, i'll pen it down and sent it to them personally one day.

"final day, i hope tml they wont ask me to make a speech or smth. cos i dont think i can hold my tears back. i cant say but i can write it down. im not into religion but i must really thank god. he is kind to me. Thank you my bosses for hiring me despite my screwed up interview(personally i think i screwed it up), you gave me chances to be in this family, full of laughter. guide me from scratch, like how one would teach a baby to crawl and then walk."