why is my sixth sense so accurate? can you be less accurate, see larhh.. what shld i do now..

18Apr, SHE vs AVER
regardless which one i choose, i wont be 100% happy on that day
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i miss the times when we were so free, if you have notice(maybe you didnt/dont care/dont bother) i dont organise outings now anymore(excluding the birthdays)
no bball
no movies
no bbq
no more outings that requires getting more than 5 other ppl.

now,for the birthdays, even getting 5 ppl is tough, to fix a date is especially blood boiling!aft fixing the date, still have to come up with the events for the day.
everytime its me who start emailing,then reply is not "okay, lets do XXXXX" but "i not free leh" or "what we do that day".

buying presents also a BIG problem, cos its always the same few ppl to think of what to buy for every year.
eveyone gives the same reason, im very busy. ya, you busy, she busy, he also very busy, so i look like the DAMN SUPER CAREFREE one larh!!

then when im busy, i got chided. when i had to work on new year eve, i became the party spoiler, im a christmas spoiler too cos i work on that day. turn up late for movies also got nagged at just becos i didnt leave work on time. Im just an employee and now a lowly paid attachee, can put yourselves in my shoes?? im not the BOSS.

the only time im not saddled with all this plannings and frustrations is on my birthday. IF my birthday also brings you such frustrations and difficulty, do away with it.