Well well, new slogan in town, "whatever"

Yea, it start aft a pre-appraisal meeting. Talk about grooming being part of KPI, choosing friends and beware of bad influences. Okay, my dad don't print money, my salary isn't that much, u think I can afford to buy many pretty dresses? And I don't like dresses in the first place, not exactly a fan of them. The last part is seriously ridiculous, do I look like a 3-year-old kid? And by the way, can u tell me who is the bad influence? And more ridiculous thing happens, to know that your superior bad mouth u in front of other colleague! Woah. What a nice example is that?
I didn't turn bad, I just learnt how to protect myself from BAD ppl.

I realise I'm a very detailed person.. As in spotting the tiniest details. While watching clif 2, I notice a lot of things, like they film scenes at Millennium Walk, Jcube, Mandarin Gallery, #zhijie's parents travel agency is actually using Dynasty travel @ opposite Clarke Quay central, last episode, Ruien wore another pair of shoes (shld be casual sneakers) to film the running part in hospital, #zhijie's house is probably in the east (either east coast or changi, cos only there the aeroplane sounds are super loud), somewhere in the last few episode, Ruien's hair suddenly dyed dark brown, or how her hair is straight at work and curled at home or off duty.

In tales of 2 cities, Ruien had a scene in Liang Court's toilet! Omg! I'm like a stalker sia... Haha! Well, that's how I watched show. First time is about the story, then a few more times, I'll end up picking up some funny details.

It's the same with SHE. like suddenly oh, they have their own engraved mic in diff color, or who suddenly have a ring, which finger, had the ring been wore before or new one. If only, my mind operates the same for study. I would have been a scholar...

There's always a time limit to things.. Just that time seem to pass faster for the good things

2 Mar 13, RWS by invite only.

Believe it or not, they are here! who? SHE of course!!! last week it was rumoured, yesterday it was confirmed and without hestitaion, i bought the ticket from a friend. i have to admit, cos of the lack of news, i bought the ticket to try my luck, yea, trying luck with $120 bucks is some big deal! so 6 of us, snap up the remaining tickets and pack ourselves to RWS! it was until we got in, saw the poster board then it dawned upon us that this whole thing is R.E.A.L it's like a dream came true. What i have been waiting for, the 3 of them performing, is actually going to happen. so SHE came, SHE sang and WE scream!

Okay.. I tried to refrain from reading the spoiler but well, couldn't hold it.. Guess it isn't any thing bad cos I would definitely watch it on TV anyway :) the spoiler is really brief and it doesn't satisfy me so I guess still have to hold onto Saturday for the preview ;) Huang Zhijie jiayou!!

是人心险恶还是我有被害妄想症？我很不屑费神去玩勾心斗角的把戏 你所看到的永远只是一部分的我 是我想让你看到的部分 当你让我分不清你是敌或友 我对你的信任会自动下降

今天 第一天少了5个月来的邻居 感觉很奇怪 好像少了个知己

读着过往的心情日记 想起了某个他 想起自己不想有遗憾决定勇敢的跟他要了电话号码 开始简讯 每一次都再找借口主动开话题 虽然没有明说＂我喜欢你＂ 但已经明示到周围的人都看得出 没有任何回应 我也只好放弃 没有结果难免失落 但我还是要祝你幸福

I have been asked, "have you plan for romance?" That was smth I got stumped on.. Oh, you mean this is smth that can be plan? Well, after hearing her out, it does make some sense. What planning means is to be prepared, be at your best all time then when Mr Right comes you are ready. Sounds like business acumen.. Anyway stepping into 21, this year Ang pow comes with certain terms and conditions I guess.

27 Jan 13

alot of first time today! first time in donkey years going to punggol, taking the LRT and attending an event featuring local artistes. yea, more precise abit, seeing Rui En for the FIRST TIME, in flesh! okay.. i know she is based in Singapore, livng in Clementi but that doesnt mean i get to see her often. She seldom go out other than for filming, even if she does, she drives (obviously a car with tinted screens), the percentage to say "OMG! i met Rui En in Orchard Road/Clementi today!!" is 0.000000000001 % (because i seldom step out of the house too, haizzz -.-)

So this is like a rare chance for me :) tried my luck on the lucky draw for photo pass and WON! then patiently waiting for her to arrrive.. make a new friend too! She came, she sat and she was swarmed! well, she's actually quite friendly to public and fans, autographing for some on the calendars (got quite overwhelmed in the end) and pausing longer cos she knows we are taking photos of her.

Well, only thing that got me quite puzzled is the photo shot. The most only 30 passes were given out, 1 pass entitles entry of 2 which means maximum is 60. 60 is only a small group and individual shots could have been done. But organisers compromise on this cos the media wants to take photo of the artistes, followed by the guest of honors, and some other impt ppl. The photo of the group shot is taken by 2 dslr, one was posted and frankly speaking, the quality of it is worse than my nikon S9100.

Minus that away, im happy cos i get to see Rui En although i didnt manage to wish her "Happy Birthday!" in advance.

27 Dec 12 -1 Jan 13

3rd visit to Taiwan within 2 years. this time its Kaohsiung & Taipei. First stop, Kaohsiung: From Taoyuan took HSR to Kaohsiung. 1hr plus journey, saw plantations and farms along the way. Cabbed to our hotel R8 Eco hotel. its located at the 12th storey of a building with rooms being named after the MRT stations of Kaohsiung. Some highlights of Kaohsiung, we went to cycle ard Love River, visited MayDay's concert behind the scene museum and plenty of shopping. Spend about 3 days in Kaohsiung before travelling up to Taipei. Just the night before we leave, saw the weather forecast that it would be 9deg in Taipei. GG-fied cos we didnt really bring coldwear..

By the time we reach Taipei, it was raining and there were strong wind blowing.. brr.. we had to buy gloves for our hands. Shop at ZhongXiao Dong Lu, looking for Kinaz, Top Girl, Stage Stayreal.. surprisingly, this time we found them easily.. Then proceed to Ximending and i bought a Kinaz bag again! OMG, its like every visit to Taiwan must buy a Kinaz bag..This time we also went Jiufen.. Lesson learnt: Jiufen & Shi Fen is DAMN far apart! hahaha, we thought its close so end up walking in the old street and up on the mountain there is actually strong free wifi! amazing! catch the countdown fireworks at Guo Fu Ji Nian Guan.. squeeze with the crowd to catch a portion of A Mei's performance, new countdown experience!

New Year, i hope to meet new things new ppl <3 p="p">

Finally exams are over!! really cant believe it, i actually took an exams only attending like half of what is being taught in lectures. i must be mad to get myself into such situation. anyway, air is fresher for me now. can finally breathe my S.H.E and Rui En :D

Happy kids! After waiting for 2years & 8mths, we finally got our hands on this long awaited CDs. During this period, i have bought alot more CDs, like Adele, Lana, Yoga, Rui En, of cause not forgetting their solo CDs/EPs. All these songs are great but somehow they just cant fill that void in my heart, cant satisfy my ears. its their harmonization, that is smth that i cant find it elsewhere.

Fate is really smth that i find amazing. a group of us just got together because of a ring, a 10th Anniversary S.H.E ring. i really cherish this

Appraisal is like a conclusion for the whole year. It's not about how well you feel that you have perform but how much your bosses see. To achieve the latter is rather tiring because you have to keep thinking of how to score brownie points. Well, not that i dunno all these but rather i don want to do this. Everyone has different values, they place focus on different things, it can be material or emotional. I hope to stay true to myself regardless of anything

如果你陪我走下去，我没有借口放弃

that's my motto for now! 决不放弃

S.H.E - 花又開好了 (官方短版MV)

终于思念的人相聚 Yes! We are Back! 回来了，终于有新歌了
没有SHE的2年8个月 只有田馥甄的陪伴 听歌的路因她而扩充 加上后来的宥嘉跟瑞恩
这一次，听sneak peek时，我真的以为是抒情歌 后来听完整版才知道后面是点音 有人觉得不好但我觉得这才象SHE。总是出其不意的个我们惊喜，旋律其实很强 歌词也很贴切 然后就一直烙印在脑海里 MV还有跳现代舞 曾经以为在也不会看到三人跳舞 每想到这一次就有[舞] 这[舞]是用2年8个月的艰辛换来的

Eversince , i have been 'poisoned' by Rui En.She is like a slow effect drug. I grew up watching Ch 8 dramas but with the introduction of INTERNET, i have been watching less and less of them. However, i realised i watch quite a number of the shows that she starred in. And now with the 'sudden' into-ness, i went to wiki all about her, dig out all the dramas to rewatch, read all the mag covers. It dawned me that the reports in the past is super biased against her, with everyone rating her down, labelling her but it just makes her success now EVEN sweeter. To me, i can see beneath the superficial her *not that i have psychic powers or what la* She's actually quite child-like, sweet & thoughtful. Must really thank the EP who approach her for Unriddle where she met Chen Li Ping, it brought out the funny side of her. Her laughter is getting to be more contagious like CLP. Those behind-the-scenes are really bonus to getting to see the other side of Rui En.

Just not my day today! Poor lil finger hurting like mad cos it got caught by the damn toilet door! Maybe it's karma for taking a free bus ride to sch. Had the first seminar aka tutorial where we suppose to prepares for the group work to be presented next week. Hell not, this is insane! A lit review to be submitted on 3 oct and I only know half of what was taught. I must be insane to enrol myself into this course!

Happy 21st to myself! This year specially held parties on 2 separate weekends. A big thank you to all my guests who takes time out to attend. It was memorable:) other than the private party, also a big thank you to my colleagues! Although it is a one-month affair but this month it's only me! This year, besides receiving gifts, I have decided to embark on a meaningful journey, to sponsor a child. This is not a one time action and my contribution is towards the well being of the whole sponsored community. I hope more people will join me on the journey, let's spread the love around!

Joys of Life 花样人间 插曲 《牵挂》MV 瑞恩 小鬼 原唱 Duet by Rui En & Xiao Gui

最近很迷的一部戏，花样人间! 这就是所谓天时地利人和吧，整个剧的搭配真是赞!而也让人看到不一样的瑞恩 越来越喜欢她了!