20.11.2011 Eve's big day! :D

woke up @ 5.30 to prepare. 6.30 reach eve's house and it's time to 开工!
7.30 arrival of groom, "yummy" food are waiting for them!
Bitter: small bittergourd (raw) mix with kopi-o powder and cinnanmon powder, cocoa powder as topping
Sour: chew 1 slice of lemon & lime and do a yoga pose for 30sec (half squat)
Spicy: heart shaped sandwich soak in chilli oil (overnight), fillings includes wasabi, black pepper and chilli powder as seasoning
Sweet: Orea biscuit with extra condense milk,sugar and more condense milk plus strawberry jam

everything went smoothly and once again, congrats to the couple!

1st wedding, 11.11.11 the whole hotel is full as every ballroom is book and have wedding. drink 2 glass of white wine, turned into a tomato then join colleagues for Zouk. had a super *yuck* long island tea, party till 2am. cab home with only $14 in wallet, fare total to $13.20 so ended up home with only 80cents. wore eye mask slept till 12pm.

then its part 2, left home around 7pm to attend my Chor Chor 21st birthday! eat watch talk cam whore then go NEX for movie.The Rum Diary, it's a true story of a journalist but it was boring to me. throughout i keep wondering if the male lead is Johnny Depp and every single character is F***-ing non stop till i get a serious headache then suddenly comes the ending

刻意疏远只是不想心痛太多次

eventful Nov is here! 2 weddings to attend and birthday party, gathering, sundown~!! Hebe Hebe Hebe~~~!!!!

那一天 老天爷决定夺走她身上54%的皮肤
那一天 老天爷决定让她承受28年来前所未有的痛
那一天 老天爷决定让她和爱她的整组人经历漫长的考验
那一天 老天爷决定用另一重方式让她暂别光鲜亮丽的舞台
那一天 老天爷决定用她来展示人的慈悲心也能非常大度
那一天 老天爷决定通过她教人们认错是需要勇气不是每个人都能做到
那一天 所有噩梦开始的那一天 我感谢老天爷没有拿走她的生命

也就是因为有那一天 我们才知道 爱是什么 爱是如此大的能量
成就了1031 这幸福的一天
这一天 努力复建的她 一步一步地走到幸福门前

appraisal done, tea-chat session with GM done, comments on appraisal not done :x
today, overslept on bus again. thanks to night cycling! hah, i must say we're quite brave to go night cycling, all girls from ECP to Bedok. okay, we almost ended up at Bedok reservoir, lucky divert to 85 market. took the park connector from ECP to bedok, 2 hrs plus non stop cycling. but from bedok back only 1 hour plus cos we decided to google for shorter route back. cannot tahan the 2 hours again. butt abrasion and jelly legs plus sleepy eyes. man~~ getting old alrdy

i dreamt of you last night, it's too good to be true.

year end is coming, appraisal is due :/



沉重的压力烦恼压得我几乎喘不过气 不想知道的事也这么毫无预警的知道

this week has a mixture of good & bad news. bad news is losing a leader in the team, i tried very hard to hold back in the meeting room and lasted till my desk. it's a shocking news but i sincerely wish all the best for her! good news is we received compliment from CEO! and we are hitting 100% occupancy. wooo~~~hoooo~~~~ last is my catchment study also receive compliment which came as a surprise cos i thought there is still improvement to do. :/

everyone has a certain degree of knowing themselves. i wont say i understand myself 100% but i know im a perfectionist at certain things. i know how much it means to me so i will do whatever it takes to make sure it's gonna be perfect. Another thing is i dont like to trouble others, but now i'm like bringing in all the trouble and it sucks! BUT i'm not going to crumple like this, i will be stronger! Fight back!

it's a hectic week. everyday got appointment to meet prospects, fall sick but cannot take leave. still got arrows flying ard. suddenly just feel tired, physically & mentally. maybe its due to the medicine

思念太猖狂 一个冷不防 一想起你 忙碌的生活变得空荡荡

it's been 6months into work. stress level is up, doing my first AMM presentation this coming tue. had research to do, special kit to do and so many things~! life is occupied by work

也许你只是生命中的过客 也许是我不够勇敢

人生若能像有个遥控器能随意调快慢那该有多好
但这样好像就不是人生了 人生之所以精彩也许就是因为它无法从来 有些东西一旦错过就没有了 所以常听到要活在当下珍惜每一刻
有些话不说以后可能没机会或没必要说了 但如果说了却得不到你想要的结局 让原本的变质甚至失去 你还会说吗？

人在每隔一段期间应该做一个总结把自己归零 然后再从新出发

还有半个小时就到911

是什么能让我追他们10年？
你们从不认识我 基本上我们也没什么对话可言
是什么能让我3650天天天想她们？
静静的 远远的 守护着 支持着
是什么能让我87，600个小时耳朵不停的充斥着她们的歌？
有时还会不自觉的嘴角上扬 心情愉快
我想是因为爱 有点像Guardian Angel的爱吧

有时候太过沉静在过往的影片会忘了小只受伤
偶尔怨天怨地 心痛难过
说真的 这十周年很苦 但在苦我都会带着笑祝福
因为这一苦过后 我们还会有很多甜蜜
S.H.E 生日快乐!!! 你们要幸福!

原来时间并没有冲淡伤痕 那张专辑里的每一首歌都回把我带回到过去 医院的记忆 打招呼后就躲在 TV Room直道要回家再说声再见才再次回到病房 这是什么探病？我只是去那里看电视睡觉做功课 i could have spend more quality time with them 这是心里永远的遗憾
那张专辑一直都在我电脑里但我从来都没放进iPod

Fly~~~ 4 more days before i fly to Taiwan. my long awaited holiday :D

USS on Saturday is damn packed! but thanks to Mr Galvin Pang( my ah chor's lao gong), it's a breeze! the other time i started with the mild rides (Madagascar), this time we started with BSG human followed by cyclone mummy. from intense to mild, then relax, intense, chill and it goes on. 1 whole day spent at USS, sat 3 times of cyclone and 3.5 times of human. 0.5 is because during 1 of the launch, we were stuck on the slope. lucky its at the bottom not top. stayed till 9 to watch the fireworks, beautiful!

this was what i would like to say to my colleagues in TBP, esp my bosses. Well, i'll pen it down and sent it to them personally one day.

"final day, i hope tml they wont ask me to make a speech or smth. cos i dont think i can hold my tears back. i cant say but i can write it down. im not into religion but i must really thank god. he is kind to me. Thank you my bosses for hiring me despite my screwed up interview(personally i think i screwed it up), you gave me chances to be in this family, full of laughter. guide me from scratch, like how one would teach a baby to crawl and then walk."

My 1st CMO Fun&bonding at TBP. we had paintball at bottletree park, yishun there. i guess everyone had fun. i make use of the chance to take photo with everyone cos tuesday would be my last day.

你的人生有遗憾吗？ 有人说 遗憾见证了生命 没有人一生毫无遗憾 没有人会有所谓的完美人生 我想在这快20年的人生 我有一些小小的遗憾 如果用工读书一点。。。 如果能拨多一点时间陪亲人。。。 如果能勇敢一点。。。如果。。。 生命难免有如果 但是让我从新来过 我可能还是会做同样的选择 因为这些造就了现在的我 虽然不见得很了不起 但至少我懂得珍惜每一刻 我学会活在当下

counting down to like the last 2 weeks in TBP. hmmm, must start to prepare handing over list and clear the projects on hand. i hope things goes smoothly, then there is smth i can be proud of during my 4 months stint over there.

it's movie week for last week. found company to watch green lantern on thurs and Mr Popper's penguine on fri. clearing my movie list lil by lil. to those movies that i missed, captain jack, i'm sorry, i have to watch it on funshion :( hope i wont miss harry potter that is coming soon.