i feel so lost now. feeling lost is terrible to make it worse is not knowing wad is making you feel so lost. i have said my piece the other day but i aint feeling any better. am i the one who has a problem? or i'm just being too emo right now? sometimes i wonder, do my friends really know me? Or shld i say how much they know? i dont say things clearly and i dont explain much, i always leave them to figure it out. When they didnt get it, i throw tantrum. The tantrum wasnt at them but at myself. I am such a bad friend and i hate this character of mine.

here i am wondering, will our friendship going to last through this three years and for the rest of our life?

so here, i want to say sorry guys, if i had ever throw temper/tantrum at you, it wasnt intentionally and most importantly it wasnt aiming at you. you just happen to be there when the temper of mine 'exploded' and you got 'hit', the one who got hit most is MJ. MJ, you know you are like the link in this grp. you are important! i'll do anything to keep our friendship lasting for life! hee =D