everyone has a certain degree of knowing themselves. i wont say i understand myself 100% but i know im a perfectionist at certain things. i know how much it means to me so i will do whatever it takes to make sure it's gonna be perfect. Another thing is i dont like to trouble others, but now i'm like bringing in all the trouble and it sucks! BUT i'm not going to crumple like this, i will be stronger! Fight back!

it's a hectic week. everyday got appointment to meet prospects, fall sick but cannot take leave. still got arrows flying ard. suddenly just feel tired, physically & mentally. maybe its due to the medicine

思念太猖狂 一个冷不防 一想起你 忙碌的生活变得空荡荡

it's been 6months into work. stress level is up, doing my first AMM presentation this coming tue. had research to do, special kit to do and so many things~! life is occupied by work

也许你只是生命中的过客 也许是我不够勇敢

人生若能像有个遥控器能随意调快慢那该有多好
但这样好像就不是人生了 人生之所以精彩也许就是因为它无法从来 有些东西一旦错过就没有了 所以常听到要活在当下珍惜每一刻
有些话不说以后可能没机会或没必要说了 但如果说了却得不到你想要的结局 让原本的变质甚至失去 你还会说吗？

人在每隔一段期间应该做一个总结把自己归零 然后再从新出发

还有半个小时就到911

是什么能让我追他们10年？
你们从不认识我 基本上我们也没什么对话可言
是什么能让我3650天天天想她们？
静静的 远远的 守护着 支持着
是什么能让我87，600个小时耳朵不停的充斥着她们的歌？
有时还会不自觉的嘴角上扬 心情愉快
我想是因为爱 有点像Guardian Angel的爱吧

有时候太过沉静在过往的影片会忘了小只受伤
偶尔怨天怨地 心痛难过
说真的 这十周年很苦 但在苦我都会带着笑祝福
因为这一苦过后 我们还会有很多甜蜜
S.H.E 生日快乐!!! 你们要幸福!

原来时间并没有冲淡伤痕 那张专辑里的每一首歌都回把我带回到过去 医院的记忆 打招呼后就躲在 TV Room直道要回家再说声再见才再次回到病房 这是什么探病？我只是去那里看电视睡觉做功课 i could have spend more quality time with them 这是心里永远的遗憾
那张专辑一直都在我电脑里但我从来都没放进iPod

Fly~~~ 4 more days before i fly to Taiwan. my long awaited holiday :D

USS on Saturday is damn packed! but thanks to Mr Galvin Pang( my ah chor's lao gong), it's a breeze! the other time i started with the mild rides (Madagascar), this time we started with BSG human followed by cyclone mummy. from intense to mild, then relax, intense, chill and it goes on. 1 whole day spent at USS, sat 3 times of cyclone and 3.5 times of human. 0.5 is because during 1 of the launch, we were stuck on the slope. lucky its at the bottom not top. stayed till 9 to watch the fireworks, beautiful!

this was what i would like to say to my colleagues in TBP, esp my bosses. Well, i'll pen it down and sent it to them personally one day.

"final day, i hope tml they wont ask me to make a speech or smth. cos i dont think i can hold my tears back. i cant say but i can write it down. im not into religion but i must really thank god. he is kind to me. Thank you my bosses for hiring me despite my screwed up interview(personally i think i screwed it up), you gave me chances to be in this family, full of laughter. guide me from scratch, like how one would teach a baby to crawl and then walk."

My 1st CMO Fun&bonding at TBP. we had paintball at bottletree park, yishun there. i guess everyone had fun. i make use of the chance to take photo with everyone cos tuesday would be my last day.

你的人生有遗憾吗？ 有人说 遗憾见证了生命 没有人一生毫无遗憾 没有人会有所谓的完美人生 我想在这快20年的人生 我有一些小小的遗憾 如果用工读书一点。。。 如果能拨多一点时间陪亲人。。。 如果能勇敢一点。。。如果。。。 生命难免有如果 但是让我从新来过 我可能还是会做同样的选择 因为这些造就了现在的我 虽然不见得很了不起 但至少我懂得珍惜每一刻 我学会活在当下

counting down to like the last 2 weeks in TBP. hmmm, must start to prepare handing over list and clear the projects on hand. i hope things goes smoothly, then there is smth i can be proud of during my 4 months stint over there.

it's movie week for last week. found company to watch green lantern on thurs and Mr Popper's penguine on fri. clearing my movie list lil by lil. to those movies that i missed, captain jack, i'm sorry, i have to watch it on funshion :( hope i wont miss harry potter that is coming soon.

14 June, tml is officially my 3rd month into work! i got my confirmation letter alrdy :) plan for holidays! Taiwan~~~

3months ago, i started out new, fresh from sch(probably not cos i havent graduate at that point of time). i embark on a new journey, the working life, my career. 3months later, im still learning though not as new and nervous as before. i had some confidence in handling clients/prospect. getting used to the system of work. i was told that bosses up there saw my performance, they thought i had the potential to be groom at other places. i dont know if what they are saying is heartfelt or just to cajole me to agree to the transfer, i would prefer to believe that it is heartfelt. i accept the option anyway, it seem beneficial to my career. well, just hope that i wont have to transfer again after another 3mths.

facing a cross junction of my life, well, not sure if it is a happy/sad decision to make.

3yrs ago, i entered REB feeling dejected cos its wasnt really what i want to study. Destiny is a funny thing, i went to NP, met a fun outgoing class made friends, did lots of crazy/funny/retard things; slacking @studio27, library, monopoly craze at every spot of NP even in LT, coming late for class, suan-ing sessions with lecturers, rushing project @ 72, sleeping/movie-ing in LT, skip classes for movie, squeezing into lifts, cabbing to BTP to eat KFC and play pool then cab back for class, bargain for extension, chiong projects to 3-4am and almost w/o slping chiong to sch and many many more. if i were to make a choice once more, i wont hestitate to choose REB.

3yrs of 'hardwork', is all for this moment, 1 sec on stage. then its cam-whore time! okay la, actually its not that alot for me. that gown is super hot! cab to BTP for pizza hut then pool(like how we used to). Kung Fu Panda 2 @ PS GV with a box of mix popcorn but it's super salty at the end + a super big cup of sprite. dinner and off we go~~home sweet home <3

in this screwed up day, the only good thing that happen is i conducted a viewing on my own. everything from the scratch i handle, well my performance shld be not bad considering the client thought that i work quite long. partly i think, they are quite friendly too, hence not much of a problem. at least, i get some confident boost in handling ppl. not that i cant but it takes time to adapt.

whenever i tell ppl i work at TBP, i think they thought its at a retail shop doing part time. whenever ppl ask me do i like my job, honestly i dont know how to answer. i dont hate it but i havent love it yet. maybe in time to come, i will. then i also have ppl asking me how's Selina(S.H.E) doing, although i'll reply she's working hard for recovery but deep down inside i really wanted to answer: do i look like i'm by her side all this while, what i know its also through the newspaper. and newspaper nowadays aren't as trustworthy as before. and on the GMA issue, not being nominated is a big deal, the big deal issue is you shldnt said those things. and suing netizens who 'accuse' you is a big joke, there are so many of them.

here to mark the 2nd month of work life. isnt it fast, 1 more month to go till confirmation. collected grad robe so 1 thing less to rmb. this week quite alot of impt things happening, need to grab good quality sleep man. and omg, next week is graduation alrdy. fast!