*sighX10000* i wonder how many cells have i kill...tue is like my movie day,2 weeks ago its monga then ystd is IP MAN 2. Mon is dinner day, eat from asian kitcen to the ice cream shop then to mac before going home. got alot of things due but no mood to do anything. ytsd night packed my shelve before slp. no, shld be before i start reading chinese novel on my ipod in the wee hours. suay ah, got i listenn to music and read then get caught by mum-.- at 4 am. pretend to slp first then when she go back i start reading again cos im alrdy towards the end, cant stop liao. who knows she come check 2nd time?! so ipod got confiscated for 6 hrs cos i got it back at 10 am aft she left for work. tonight no strength to stay up late cos i really very tired.

alrdy into week 3 of sch. down with flu is terrible, now my throat hurt, nose block, cant breathe, feeling hot and cold. flu bug faster go away, i want to be back to normal

first week of sch gone~today don need to wake up at 730 for work cos there isnt any. went kovan to had lunch,Sakae sushi then go bugis walk walk. 21st birthday presents are hard to buy! in 2more yrs time, its gonna be hell for me.

i cnt believe that his words hurt me so much! im still angry at the thought of it. i felt so wronged and who is he to comment abt my character! ARRGRGRGRHHHH!!!!!!

17 Apr, PART I

ystd concert, damn high!! it was really fun, Hebe is high cos she did talk more than usual. the crowd is also good, everyone had red light sticks and when the lights went out, its a red sea:) i love it when the whole crowd sing along damn loudly and it happen quite a few times ystd! SHE say the crowd singing is good,haha!!

PART II

aft SHE concert, wait for MJ cos she's at MAyday,so SH and i manage to see the fireworks at Mayday concert. then we went to see SHE off at the back exit. I saw them in the car thrgh the damn tinted glass panels. i must say, with them around, my eyesight is suddenly so crystal clear. three of us plus HT cab down to Aver hse. meet AC at the bus stop and soend the night at Aver hse. haha!! she git a shock when we tell her we had a gathering and she is the only one not here yet. watch SHE's the MAn till 5plus 6 am in the morning before i sleep for 3 hrs

18Apr

Q at PS 12pm, sun bloody hot, Q bloody long till istana alrdy. sleep in my Q cos from 12 to 5 is a long long wait. SH come find me at 230, had lunch and play monopoly to kill time. then 5 we were move closer to the stage but too short cant see them sing, all i do is HEAR! and everyone is sweaty,it really crowded that you can move w/o walking. spend abt 1hr plus in the suffocating crowded b4 i get to SHE.

OMG, this is thte first time they say smth other than 'thank you' to me.
seating arrangement: Ella,Selina,Hebe

i walk up then first is Ella, she sign then look up, shake hand, saw my 'UP' t-shirt and exclaim: so cute~!
then Selina heard then she sign, shake hand and said the name of 'UP' in chinese with the super cute voice.
lastly its Hebe, she didnt say anything but she keep looking at my shirt but she did smile at me when i shake her hands.
woah, my shirt had just gotten their attention, thats so cool~~!!

finally, tml final 4hrs and its goodbye to the alexcier.

SHE is the one concert, the wait doesnt seem as long as the previous time because of the eventful happening that i went thrgh everyday at work, made me so tired that i have no time to sleep. but i believe tml wld be a great night, the concert that i have been waiting since last yr Oct,SHERO!!!

bloody shit! today didnt manage to buy the Jay Chou tickets, arrggghh!! i waited at the com so long, so many ppl that the sistic site hang, hotline engage, counter long queue! next week, i will try again, this time must get!!! 2 more days to SHE concert!! woohoo~~~!!!

it's into the last week of attachment, and officially counting down to SHE concert and Aver's birthday. wah, ystd went for chalet,had lots of fun, tried volka rasberry mixed with spirit, eh taste like the medicine i had taken when im young but aft that, not bad. mine face went flushed-red super fast but im not drunk okay. then in the morning, left at 7am while they rest were dead asleep exceot for joyce and jiahui.then go QING MING at bishan, went to 2 temples, breathe in lots of smoke, endure the heat and fighting to desire to sleep. i only slept at 3pm and woke up at 6pm

Saw Jay Chou concert advertisment, start selling o 14 Apr. must faster go buy, wah the there goes my $440. and this yr i thinki watch alot of concert when its not even half a year past. SHE,SHOW,JAY money ah$$$$$$$

been extremely tired for this 2 days.whole body aching like mad cos on tue i jio MJ for dinner then she jio WD. suppose to be at CHINATOWN(that's my idea) but who knows the food centre didnt open, closed dunno for wad. also nvr put notice, so we walk to Maxwell market, but there don have BBQ stingray, so WD walk for lau pa sat to meet us and we walk back to lau pa sat AGAIN,haha sorry larh! MJ + WD = bickering + LOTS of laughter! aft dinner walk to Fullerton Hotel(0.0) BUS STOP, to take bus home. on the way change of plans, decided to go eat tau huay @ geylang but must go aljunied first cos someone haven eat dinner at home. He finish liao then we walk to geylang then aft that sent MJ to bus stop(paya lebar) then from there we walk home. we saw rats but got scared by some idiot who rides the bicycle w/o sound suddenly appear next to me-.- slept at 1 woke up @ 6

ystd went to penisular to meet MJ and HT, cheat my feelings made me walk around to look for them. guess what, they 2 of them were singing twinkle twinkle little star and bah bah black sheep on the bus, comparing if the 2 song share the same melody.

i wonder if i cld write in my fortnightly log what kind of EXTRA work he made me do. today is on N97 voice recording, when he throw me this task, i was rolling my eyes like no one's business. why dont you be a jack of all trades? go write your own sofeware program? go live in your own world, with your own rules and regulations, your own system of work. and my other task for the day is call call and call!

today whole family went out for lunch, supposedly to celebrate my brother's birthday. wanted to eat at fortunate restaurant, dim sum!! but who knows, that place had been book by a church, so we change to crystal jade, there got buffet lunch, also alot of ppl. then sizzler not so attracting, so is pizza hut. took a train down to bishan, there got ding tai fung, also alot of ppl, went in to sit at wanchai hongkong cafe, but got nothing appealing to us in the menu. so our final decision is thai express. i quite like thai food now, taste good. that was like 2plus alrdy and its my first meal cos i skipped breakfast this morning.

end of week 5

work is tiring, its a chore, it became the most dreadful thing when you find no joy in it. and you have to swallow all the bitterness down w/o complaining and plaster a smile on your face to say: 'oh, i'm sorry...'
原来在工作社会里，我们少了自我，变得虚伪多虑。

finally got my SHERO today, 2 version! Kovan Mj service is bad!their SAs got attitude problem and they are clueless about what they sell, need me, the customer to tell them.

why is my sixth sense so accurate? can you be less accurate, see larhh.. what shld i do now..

18Apr, SHE vs AVER
regardless which one i choose, i wont be 100% happy on that day
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i miss the times when we were so free, if you have notice(maybe you didnt/dont care/dont bother) i dont organise outings now anymore(excluding the birthdays)
no bball
no movies
no bbq
no more outings that requires getting more than 5 other ppl.

now,for the birthdays, even getting 5 ppl is tough, to fix a date is especially blood boiling!aft fixing the date, still have to come up with the events for the day.
everytime its me who start emailing,then reply is not "okay, lets do XXXXX" but "i not free leh" or "what we do that day".

buying presents also a BIG problem, cos its always the same few ppl to think of what to buy for every year.
eveyone gives the same reason, im very busy. ya, you busy, she busy, he also very busy, so i look like the DAMN SUPER CAREFREE one larh!!

then when im busy, i got chided. when i had to work on new year eve, i became the party spoiler, im a christmas spoiler too cos i work on that day. turn up late for movies also got nagged at just becos i didnt leave work on time. Im just an employee and now a lowly paid attachee, can put yourselves in my shoes?? im not the BOSS.

the only time im not saddled with all this plannings and frustrations is on my birthday. IF my birthday also brings you such frustrations and difficulty, do away with it.

if in the begining of attachment, i hold hopes of having an enjoyable and enriching time in this 7 weeks, then now all i can say is PUI!
stop sticking gold onto your face, you wldnt turn into a priceless statue that millionairs wld bid for, stop telling us how much we will benefit by learning from you cause i haven see that result as you heave boasted, stop acting like a nobel man in taking us into your company cos you are not, if you are, you wld have gotten the Nobel Prize and shut your mouth up on bullshiting all this crap to me.

3 big issues he hinted:

lunch time

whats wrong with having hr lunch time? its the norm practices thrghout all offices, some even had 2 hrs. don tell me you finsh your lunch in 2mins, thats crap! besides you always had someone to buy for you, mind you, we had to buy our own food and not being serve like a master.


leaving at 6pm

fyi, we nvr leave at 6 on the dot on days you werent in. we only start to pack at 6, by the time we step out, its alrdy 6.05pm. why shldnt we leave at 6pm? i was told by the letter send by sch, don think i'll be scared just cos you are a lawyer. excuse me, im not a layman in law, i learn the basic and i know my rights. dont start telling me, when you have a passion for your work, you wldnt mind leaving at 9pm. talk to me agian if you are going to share your 1~2% commission with me, i might CONSIDER, if not just SHUT UP! i'm only taking $440 allowance/mth from you, why shld i work like someone who is earning the commission.

aft work time

now you start to preach that aft work we shldnt think of relaxing,go dating etc. we shld spend time reading up on info, blah blah blah... then let me ask, other than work, dont your life revolve ard your kids? bring them go watch movies, jurong safra and all whats not. HEY! if you can enjoy family time why we cant? my purpose here is to learn as much as i can within 7weeks, you have NO RIGHT to interfere with what im going to do aft 6pm. and for so many days i have been leaving at 630,7,7plus, its all no OT okay!!


lastly

can you pls learn how to search for info thrgh the net? don act like an idiot, MOM, jurong safra, cpf, high court,credit cards and all rubbish, they are all available in google. if you know how to go espn star and liverpool website, i see no reason why you dk how to use google to search, you are just plain lazy! this is what image you protray to me when you keep asking me to search all these.

dedicated to granny

grandparents, ppl usually have a maximum of 4, 2 grandmas,2 grandpas. For me, i'm special cos i have another 2. we are not blood related, not of the same race nor the same religion, but i see them as grandparents. Is this feasible? Why not? they are my old neighbors. For 30yrs, they watch my mum grow up, getting married, the growing up of my brother and I. For my whole 19yrs, i see them every single day,every CNY they will give us red packet, hari raya, they will share their food with us. i cant converse in malay, so we dont have long talks, only brief chat, always they will say, study hard, you are smart girl etc, always encouraging.

granny passed away ystd night at the hospital,i know she wldnt have any more suffering now. maybe she has become an angel,maybe she met my other grandmums,maybe..

today, i cried during breakfast, on the bus ride to work and now typing this. But aft today, i wont cry anymore when thinking of you, granny, because you are always a happy lady, i want to rmb you in a happy way.

asshole!!!! thats what i feel like saying when my boss came back @ 5.59pm! so jian!!! we cld have leave at 6 but we had to stayed till 640. no ot okay!!! we have to tolerate all these bullshit crap becos it concerns our gpa, precious credits. wth, protect internship students!!! stop treating us like cheap labour!

wahh...i think this yr i will be watching alot of concerts. 17 Apr-->SHE 22May-->Show Luo then still got Jay Chou in July(tba) i think can be sistic regular customer liao, from lst yr yoga concert to SHA then still got Kobe's event.
tsk tsk tsk, must go find another part time job now. then got money to spend and save. waiting for my account to pass the $2000 mark, maybe next month can make it:)

just nw shopping at Suntec, found this shoe shop, Daphne, endorse by SHE in taiwan. at first i was talking to joyce then i saw a pic that look super familiar, its SHE on the cover of the shoe box, no wonder look so familiar. then i look up, eh! is this shop, haha!! went in to look ard, quite ex leh, took a pic too

$$$$ i'm in need to the valuable papers. can my $440 come faster? call me kiasu, cos i alrdy ordered SHERO from Kovan MusicJunction. just becos there is no pre-order doesnt mean you cant make reservation. anyway, they better reserve for me, i hate to wait unnecessarily. so i prefer to make sure that if its releasing on 26, i'll get it on that day or at most one day later. they have to TOP GIRL concert shirts and towel in Spore, by right its only available in Taiwan. 1 for $35, 3 designs and the towel is $25. if you re thinking that i have spent another hundred dolars then you are wrong! haha, i only made order for 1 shirt also dk got confirm anot. 26 go their office, at CISCO there, so near my hse. go there see they need part time anot? go earn some money then maybe can see SHE when they come to Spore. hohhoho~~!!!haven slp jiu start to dream liao

today is crazy, whole morning burrying my head in the newspaper doing listing. then take lunch break, aft lunch boss call and say he bringing us to meet clients, told us to bring paper and pen. so sudden! met one client and bishan 8 and the other at one jervois. woah! we went into a duplex masionette, but to clients its referred as a duplex penthouse. its beautiful, he taught us how to handle clients wad we shld do etc. looks like he going to let us handle clients soon,die. then we went to visit showflats. LOL! he introduce us to the JL agent as his 'wife' and 'sister'. all along i trying hard not to laugh. cant he just say we are his nieces, jean poor thing need to play his wife while i'm the sister. haha! then we go look at GCB again! haizz...headache and car sickness

hohoho.. i went kite flying again today! this time i went to buy a $2.80 kite, octopus one, cute right? then i also brought along the kite that doesnt fly. hoping that dad can fly it for me. went to the barrage and it start to drizzle-.- wait alil while more, then we decide to fly the octopus first. within 5mins, octopus, being an octopus, it's not meant to be flying up in the sky, they belong to the sea. so my octopus, haven even fly anywhere break off and jump into the sea. had no choice only left ne kite so we tried to fly it. it did fly abit longer then last week, but weather is not on our side, the rain gets heavier and we are the last to leave, so all wet. lucky my dslr not wet, so we cam-whore ard there b4 going home.

i'll be back, barrage! wait till daddy modify the kite