today my flats spoil!! haizz...spent money on new flats cos the other one @ home is not suitable for work, very bling bling! haha..yea! boss never come today, but i still leave @2. he give me more work to do, hope i didnt mess it up. anyway, went back to psr to return uniforms and key plus collect my 1day pay. hmmm..will kind of miss working there, like every sun day, me and huihui will chat about everything, gossip to headline news then start thinking wad to eat for lunch, she will help me decide for dinner too cos she only stay till 6. deborah and cindy taught me lot of stuff, ah shiong for letting me play with the snow-like-ice in his fridge.well, they will see me soon cos my fyp is on whitesands, so i can drop by often:)

today is one of my worst day, although boss brought us out to check hse no. but i still went home late. late nvm but i got headache while slping on bus, then feel so tired and hungry and gastric pain! wth!! i almost die on the streets. tml is fri, still got sat before i get my break which is sun. co'mon still got 5 more weeks to go

saw Mv just now, woah! its damn cool sia. hot eh! and the heels super high and thin! can wait for 26march. don like no pre-order, i will feel hen mei you an quan gan. hope on 26, i can sneak to tiong bahru during lunch to buy, aft work i scare sold out, then i can really die

hohoho..today marks the end of week 1. ended with a tutorial by boss on letter of intend. so from 1 pm i drag to 330pm. then rush down to ps watch movie, percy jackson. ok i'm not slow, just couldnt find time to watch so drag till now. aft movie, went thai express to eat. nice tom yum seafood soup and pineapple fried rice. dessert is glutinous rice with mango and coconut milk,just nice to be shared by 2 cos 1 person eat is too much.

counting down to new album: SHERO!!

heard a few of the songs, nice!! cant wait for the album

work is boring in comparison to sch.cos its missing on the friends part, i miss playing monopoly during breaks. now work, everyday worried about being late, got sit anot(same as sch), what to eat for lunch, work can finish on time anot. 3 days i everyday about 7 then leave, also dk work ot for wad, also no ot pay.

now im going to be super familiar with landed properties in district 10. everynight i sleep, i see lot nos running thrgh my mind

if you ask me how attachment is like now, i cant really answer..cos its only my second day at work.my boss say he will give us project,he ask you all got do project in poly? hahaha..we just politely nod heads but inside me, im screaming HELL, not again!!! think the biggest challenge is to keep awake in afternoon. in sch still got ppl play monopoly with me now got com also don dare go fb, youtube or baidu. and the com is bloody lag. another reason to kill myself. numbers thats wad i see everyday. Ohya btw, im in an agency and not management-.-

tml is start of attachment, hope things goes well and smooth. best is learnt smth there. the weather is freaking hot, my energy is being taken up by the heat.

ystd went to JB, city square. a very last min decision. shop around, eat, shop again. yea, thats about it. then rush back to attend my primary sch class gathering! it's at devon's house, supposed to start at 6 but drag to dk wad time. we play zong ji mi ma with the box of iced water, like kids. then cont. to rochor beancurd stall before we go home. had many laughter when we talk about the days:)

finshed reading my 3rd storybook, its a chinese romance. surprised? i am. i dk when but i rmb saying i wouldnt read romance cos they are not as nice as psycho murder, like alex cross. but i still did in the end, and its in chinese. that the second book i read by 橘子. 《知识好朋友？！》and 《不爱，也是一种爱》. now, i'm waiting to complete her 《对不起》系列。

初次认识我的人或我不熟的人，应该对我没什么好印象吧。除了冷漠，话不多也不笑，整个很不友善的态度。
慢慢熟以后，我话很多，很搞笑甚至有疯癫的形容。落差很大吧，可能有些人觉得我是个难相处的人，因为我常常对她/他们忽冷忽热。其实我想对她/他们说对不起，真的不是故意的。我的情绪便很快，比云霄飞车还快，我很难控制不过我已经尽量改善了。

放心吧，我不会让自己沉静在不快乐的氛围

我累了，心真的很累。
我很坏，很古怪，很矛盾。
看起来很无所谓，其实真的会介意。
对朋友，我一直追求那种心灵默契，不用加以叙述他们就会明白了解，低落时希望她们会在我身边。
可是他们又不是心理学家不说谁懂啊？！
我讨厌这样的自己。
有些事情我不喜欢重复，一遍两遍就够了，一直重复只会让我变烦躁伤心，因为我说的话到底有没有人在听？

wooo~~~ finally got my vaio back. no data loss, yea, its the cooling fan spoil. heng ah!!

2days of ban luck-ing. won some little $$ hee=) realise i can only bet max. 50 cents, haha! anything more than that is not lucky to me. ytsd that stupid xiao qiang restricted me from going to the toilet. damn you! i only went aft i made sure it has gone away.

aft cny day 1&2, i'm super tired. and aft today jiu no more cny mood liao cos need to study for nxt week exams and my stupid ftt-.- i'm a werid person, cos i loves/can't help but sleep on buses and mrt when travelling, but when i hit my bed at 11pm, i cant sleepp.i wld take my ipod and start watching videos, can watch until 5/6am.

reunion dinner is gonna start soon. but i haven done packing up, shit! i still need to change my bedsheets, pack my cabinet, keep my stuffs and rmb to charge my batteries and make sure my memory card is in my d500 for tml. hoohohoho!!! wish eveyone a happy chinese new year!! and also happy valentine's day<3

haizz...more than one week without my vaio. starting to get use alrdy. but its still troublesome because of my ipod touch, i cant update new songs, videos and photos:( this is very shitty. anyway, today went to TP becos of mj, yea, welcome to geek paradise!! went with aver ac sherlene joyce and ck. waited damn damn damn long for seats of 6! low efficiency, tsk tsk tsk.. then we went to design sch and its quite cool, also went to their lounge and it has a funky smell! haha!! lastly, the phrase of the day, created by aver and ac, hey yo! let's go!! :)

vaio-less day 6
ya..some idiotic guy call for my password to vaio. dumb, why dont ask when i sent it?

yea~~! byebye PJM, we shall NOT meet again!! haha, i rmb nothing for this module except " i'm dying~~~ lalalala" on my tutorial 8:) shall post a picture of it

i saw Lian Jie todday!! hee=) had a nice chat with her, haah..missed the time we worked together. nvm, ask her out for dinner someday.

my jacket...will it have sale aft CNY?? if not $65 flying away soon~~

day 5

i'm bored @home. tml there's pjm test, most shitty one.

day 2

yea...this is the second day w/o my vaio. its a training on my patience man, thats all i can say. then next week no sch but got tests, so laptop spoil so no reason to not study hard. sianzz and i have to get by my days by reading my james patterson novels. i hope its just the cooling fan spoil and not the damn bloddy harddisk

hmm..photography class end liao. kind of miss it cos the whole module was actually fun although sometime we abit catch no ball. at least i make some friends, learnt smth and get more trojon horse in my thumbdrive :P

feb will be my last mth working @ PSR. well, it time to get back my free time.

down with love attracts me more than the other 2 shows. counting down to new albums and concert~~<3