work is boring in comparison to sch.cos its missing on the friends part, i miss playing monopoly during breaks. now work, everyday worried about being late, got sit anot(same as sch), what to eat for lunch, work can finish on time anot. 3 days i everyday about 7 then leave, also dk work ot for wad, also no ot pay.

now im going to be super familiar with landed properties in district 10. everynight i sleep, i see lot nos running thrgh my mind

if you ask me how attachment is like now, i cant really answer..cos its only my second day at work.my boss say he will give us project,he ask you all got do project in poly? hahaha..we just politely nod heads but inside me, im screaming HELL, not again!!! think the biggest challenge is to keep awake in afternoon. in sch still got ppl play monopoly with me now got com also don dare go fb, youtube or baidu. and the com is bloody lag. another reason to kill myself. numbers thats wad i see everyday. Ohya btw, im in an agency and not management-.-

tml is start of attachment, hope things goes well and smooth. best is learnt smth there. the weather is freaking hot, my energy is being taken up by the heat.

ystd went to JB, city square. a very last min decision. shop around, eat, shop again. yea, thats about it. then rush back to attend my primary sch class gathering! it's at devon's house, supposed to start at 6 but drag to dk wad time. we play zong ji mi ma with the box of iced water, like kids. then cont. to rochor beancurd stall before we go home. had many laughter when we talk about the days:)

finshed reading my 3rd storybook, its a chinese romance. surprised? i am. i dk when but i rmb saying i wouldnt read romance cos they are not as nice as psycho murder, like alex cross. but i still did in the end, and its in chinese. that the second book i read by 橘子. 《知识好朋友？！》and 《不爱，也是一种爱》. now, i'm waiting to complete her 《对不起》系列。

初次认识我的人或我不熟的人，应该对我没什么好印象吧。除了冷漠，话不多也不笑，整个很不友善的态度。
慢慢熟以后，我话很多，很搞笑甚至有疯癫的形容。落差很大吧，可能有些人觉得我是个难相处的人，因为我常常对她/他们忽冷忽热。其实我想对她/他们说对不起，真的不是故意的。我的情绪便很快，比云霄飞车还快，我很难控制不过我已经尽量改善了。

放心吧，我不会让自己沉静在不快乐的氛围

我累了，心真的很累。
我很坏，很古怪，很矛盾。
看起来很无所谓，其实真的会介意。
对朋友，我一直追求那种心灵默契，不用加以叙述他们就会明白了解，低落时希望她们会在我身边。
可是他们又不是心理学家不说谁懂啊？！
我讨厌这样的自己。
有些事情我不喜欢重复，一遍两遍就够了，一直重复只会让我变烦躁伤心，因为我说的话到底有没有人在听？

wooo~~~ finally got my vaio back. no data loss, yea, its the cooling fan spoil. heng ah!!

2days of ban luck-ing. won some little $$ hee=) realise i can only bet max. 50 cents, haha! anything more than that is not lucky to me. ytsd that stupid xiao qiang restricted me from going to the toilet. damn you! i only went aft i made sure it has gone away.

aft cny day 1&2, i'm super tired. and aft today jiu no more cny mood liao cos need to study for nxt week exams and my stupid ftt-.- i'm a werid person, cos i loves/can't help but sleep on buses and mrt when travelling, but when i hit my bed at 11pm, i cant sleepp.i wld take my ipod and start watching videos, can watch until 5/6am.

reunion dinner is gonna start soon. but i haven done packing up, shit! i still need to change my bedsheets, pack my cabinet, keep my stuffs and rmb to charge my batteries and make sure my memory card is in my d500 for tml. hoohohoho!!! wish eveyone a happy chinese new year!! and also happy valentine's day<3

haizz...more than one week without my vaio. starting to get use alrdy. but its still troublesome because of my ipod touch, i cant update new songs, videos and photos:( this is very shitty. anyway, today went to TP becos of mj, yea, welcome to geek paradise!! went with aver ac sherlene joyce and ck. waited damn damn damn long for seats of 6! low efficiency, tsk tsk tsk.. then we went to design sch and its quite cool, also went to their lounge and it has a funky smell! haha!! lastly, the phrase of the day, created by aver and ac, hey yo! let's go!! :)

vaio-less day 6
ya..some idiotic guy call for my password to vaio. dumb, why dont ask when i sent it?

yea~~! byebye PJM, we shall NOT meet again!! haha, i rmb nothing for this module except " i'm dying~~~ lalalala" on my tutorial 8:) shall post a picture of it

i saw Lian Jie todday!! hee=) had a nice chat with her, haah..missed the time we worked together. nvm, ask her out for dinner someday.

my jacket...will it have sale aft CNY?? if not $65 flying away soon~~

day 5

i'm bored @home. tml there's pjm test, most shitty one.

day 2

yea...this is the second day w/o my vaio. its a training on my patience man, thats all i can say. then next week no sch but got tests, so laptop spoil so no reason to not study hard. sianzz and i have to get by my days by reading my james patterson novels. i hope its just the cooling fan spoil and not the damn bloddy harddisk

hmm..photography class end liao. kind of miss it cos the whole module was actually fun although sometime we abit catch no ball. at least i make some friends, learnt smth and get more trojon horse in my thumbdrive :P

feb will be my last mth working @ PSR. well, it time to get back my free time.

down with love attracts me more than the other 2 shows. counting down to new albums and concert~~<3

today family bonding time, went to play bball and badminton, and my skin tear cos of the racket. anyway, its fun. came home saw a snail mail from np. i tot got wad good thing, turns out to be my letter for attachment, its gonna be at redhill. okay distance from my hse anyway, i used to grow up there so not too bad. but i cant seem to find any info on the company,Zzz. mon i shall ask advisor and i need to work in few more hours. GF go to slp!!!

this morning slept @ 330am, wake up @6am. slp 2 hr, wake up + journey to sch 2hr, time spent @ura 2 hr lastly presentation for whole class is also 2 hr. not enough slp seems to be the trend in poly or maybe just for my class ba. we all love to seat on the project until it burns our arse, which indicates that the dateline is due tml or 2 days later. lack of slp nvm, wearing heels is fine but wearing it and walk ard the whole of np is crazy.

how do pigs die? they die of stupidity, like me. bring dslr to sch thinking i can take some more photos for photography class. seated down @ cheers, i saw a mynah flew into the bin to search for food, i tot,"woah! faster take one now, later esh can add in ppt, cool!" took out my camera, on it and the screen reads:" no SD card" wth!! so i have to carry a useless camera ard. then lunch time go ps cos i want to buy SHE concert tickets, guess wad, the system spoil! so its like a waste of time and money to pay erp. aft sch, i went back again just to buy tickets

happy birthday MJ!

19, so we must do smth different, smth healthier, smth retro, smth that is cheap and fun! so we had a pinic @ PSR park. whoo~! thsnk god for the good weather today! PSR is full of windy cos you can see our photos the hair is all messy. and the best is we got her a fishcake as birthday cake. complete with candle and tag. haha, aft the went arcade and we got chase out cos we were wearing sch shirt(GMS). LOL i feel like telling him, i'm alrdy 18. but we still went to change clothes and last part is surprise ult. brownie addictn from ecake. hahaaha!! we talk alot of our sec sch days, and i'm really proud to have met you guys. lets go back on CNY eh?